I’m sure she knew from my apologetic look
that my mind had wandered away from her words
and into how they were a part of our pairing
so she dropped it and we stared together at the horizon
a deep orange hole in the thick gray clouds
the sun at its bottom like a fiery hell inverted
perverse in its lack of direction
it has been reflected back into what I had to go by which was the solidity of a hand
double vanishing points to no avail led me in love to a cathartic lack of abstraction
except for a loose grasp of infinity with only a vague notion that we were each finite
and it is our contingency that creates such love
a brick on some walkway or your name
drawn on wet cement no difference
but to the discriminating I
concerned with the intricacy of its doubting nothing as everything is dubitable and the
symbol’s intersection how it twists upon places that we meet frequently in the purist of curved lips become a singular thing-in-
itself more than with the complexity of convoluted ideas here-we-are and this-is-what-we-are-doing
and the stars slightly beginning are more than
the phenomenon of a picture
of what could hardly be called a phenomenon
or if it could what would that provide a crippled objectivity
a salted slug not a slug but a child’s self sustaining hydrogen explosions
entertainment a child not a child but a remorseful killer twinkling through the atmosphere at the tip of Orion’s bow
who is not a killer but a kid salting a slug something a bug could never perceive
with such a narrow range of experience datum