White geese and other assorted
water birds
in a brown swamped field
and gray, of course, and we send our friend
poems to read in jail. We rip off and dip
our bread into the shared soup and burst with
hypothetical situations in which we would not deal
in hypotheticals
about what is the deal.
We have watched the birds
have stayed up all night with
each other, each an other
in another field
and jumping in a river we each experience our
own dip
but we are all swimming with friends
together.
There is nothing like swimming with friends,
or singing or dancing or being with them, a
deal
between people that contractually (though
informally) links them through the humps and dips
and ditches and they will not be so bad, and the
birds
will be noticed, shooting stars declared, the
fields
rolled and romped in. There is nothing like with,
and when you are having troubles with “with”
there is nothing like friends
who would never let you stand too long alone in
a desolate field
without anyone to help you deal
with concerns that are truly for the birds,
or to point out the color of the sun as it dips
like on days when my spirits dip
and I am sick with
worry over the looming orbit of carrion birds
about how they circle, salivating with vicious
friends
or about how I don’t see being eaten as a big
deal
these are the days like a muddy field,
when the pure down of geese absorbs the field’s
dirty brown, and they must dip
their beaks in mud because that is what they must
deal
with as they share a buffet of worms with
the other birds, and here they are
metaphorically us, friends,
though there they are literally birds.
I feel I could handle an eternity
of muddy fields with
puddled dips as
long as I had friends
to help me deal, and birds.